Psychotomy

missed krav thursday. storm giving me a headache. bleah

went saturday, though. except they were throwing multiple punches and elbows and bryan was instructing … i’ve only learned one punch to date, and jeff was supposed to be running the level 1 course … so i decided that i had somehow ended up entirely in the wrong time slot (bryan was supposed to be teching the kids all day, so not sure how the time would matter, offhand, but i got nothing else going here) and left.

decided over the weekend that ‘m probably going to sell my car (probably ~6k for it at carmax; 8-10 if i sold it in the classifieds but that seems like it’d be so much more work; may still look into it) the money’d pay off a credit card and provide enough to cover the year’s worth of krav dues

pysch said this morning that i probably don’t have adhd. “it’s extremely unusual to develop adhd as an adult if you didn’t have it as a child” … well, i don’t know. i MIGHT HAVE, not like i have ever been tested. and, offhand, i’d say it’s more than ‘extremely’ unlikely to develop an allergy/reaction to meat … but i seem to have nailed that one. want me to talk to my parents see if maybe i was hyper as a child and always moving (duh; i was a kid, hello?) apparently being in the gifted program and not getting weekly detentions for trying to knife a teacher means i can’t be adhd.

ordered a krav book and a lockpicking book over the weekend, as well as picks. near as i can understand md law, it seems i’m ok as long as i own without intent. posession with intent to use or allow to be used in an illegal manner, that’s illegal (intent is illegal what? thought police!) but since i don’t , i should be ok

she’s got exams today. we skipped mother’s day at my folks yesterday so she could study (or sleep, depending on which part of the day; she hasn’t been sleeping well at night lately); today and tomorrow. i think she said …

may hit krav tonight. may go tomorrow after her last exam

apparently her mom’s coming this weekend, i’d forgotten. i’m disinclined to clean, ince i spent 3 weeks last time non stop cleaning, and both of htem said “wow, this place really needs cleaning” … it’s like in school. i can spend forever working and get a C. or i can spend 30 seconds and get a C. screw the work.

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