Psychotomy

So I wrote up a big rambling post the other night about my depression and stuff

Then I deleted it. Bc I was writing it while, awkwardly, depressed and missed meds.

Then I realized that that’s part of why I never really use this blog.

Depression isn’t about being “sad” or “down”. At least not for me. For me it’s more … There’s a word. I can’t remember it. Basically I just quit caring. Very demotivatioonal that’s for sure

So missed my meds, down drift all day. And by night I couldn’t care. Couldn’t care about going to sleep even. Which royally blows. Not interested in doing anything while I’m awake, can’t be bothered to even fall asleep

Depression blows horribly

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